Randomness

I am sunburnt from tanning 7 minutes in the tanning bed.

I am so tired that I can barely see the computer screen, yet here I sit blogging.

I want to go to Paris, yet can't really come up with good reasons why. I've just wanted to go my whole life.

I want a Vault right now, but I don't have any.

I wish my blog was as good as Dooce's but I don't have the talent, vocabulary, degree, Nikon D70, or Chuck.

I sometimes wish that I could have been like my childhood friend MA. I've mentioned her before. She always knew she what she wanted to be when she grew up...and now that's what she is. I wanted to be a doctor...now I spend my days yelling at them.

I want to love and be loved so passionately that it fills my heart to the point where it just about feels like it's going to burst....but not quite.

I want to walk in the rain....barefoot....in grass...and breathe it all in....and then lay down and roll around naked.

I don't want to hurt anymore.

I want to cry so hard that my eyes swell up and beat my fists on my pillow and get all the rage out and then I want to laugh until my tummy hurts.

My lampshade really needs to be dusted.

I want Nermil to stop meowing at me like I'm the savior of all kitty cats. Like I have the answer to all of his feline problems.

I want to be Mary Poppins and fly around with an umbrella and slide down banisters and still, amazingly, not frighten but ASTOUND small children.

I miss you...bad.

I wish we could be like the guys on Star Trek..."Beam me up, Scotty."

Caught up in the moment...got wild as hell....FroBacca...How bout like RIGHT NOW??...Princess Lardo...Bug Dog...YSVW...Fo Shizzle...Babygirl...Whatchoo talkin bout Willis??...password!!!...merde pepite...Biggest Loser...YAY...I lost ya again! You'll never lose me!...LY MI...Peace out...In Da Hood!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Alrighty then...I think that's enough random thoughts by MareBear. Tune in next time. Over and out.